{"id":137491,"date":"2026-11-05T23:52:05","date_gmt":"2026-11-05T23:52:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/discoverstory9.com\/?p=137491"},"modified":"2026-11-05T23:52:05","modified_gmt":"2026-11-05T23:52:05","slug":"for-forty-years-i-played-the-piano-at-our-church-every-sunday-without-accepting-a-dollar-then-a-new-music-director-removed-my-name-from-the-bulletin-because-he-wanted-a-younger-sound-and-thr-10","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/discoverstory9.com\/?p=137491","title":{"rendered":"For Forty Years, I Played the Piano at Our Church Every Sunday Without Accepting a Dollar\u2014Then a New Music Director Removed My Name From the Bulletin Because He Wanted a Younger Sound, and Three Weeks Later, the Easter Concert Revealed What the Church Had Forgotten About the Woman Who Had Given It Her Life"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\n<p>My name is Margaret Ellis. I was seventy-one years old when my name disappeared from the church bulletin.<\/p>\n<p>For forty years, I had played the piano at Grace Fellowship Church in Des Moines, Iowa.<\/p>\n<p>Every Sunday since 1985.<\/p>\n<p>Weddings, funerals, Christmas Eve services, Easter mornings, baptisms, memorial gatherings, and ordinary Sunday services when only a handful of people showed up because of snow.<\/p>\n<p>I was there for all of them.<\/p>\n<p>I never accepted a dollar.<\/p>\n<p>Not because I was wealthy. I wasn&#8217;t. My husband, Frank, had worked as a high school history teacher, and I had spent most of my adult life teaching piano lessons from our little house on the south side of town.<\/p>\n<p>We lived carefully, paid our bills, and saved what we could.<\/p>\n<p>I played at church because music was the one gift I knew how to give without measuring its value.<\/p>\n<p>My husband used to say that the church sounded like home whenever I played.<\/p>\n<p>Frank died eleven years before my name disappeared from the bulletin.<\/p>\n<p>After his funeral, I had considered giving up the piano.<\/p>\n<p>The sanctuary felt unbearably empty without him sitting in the third row, slightly off-center, with his hands folded over his Sunday program.<\/p>\n<p>But the following Sunday, an elderly woman named Ruth approached me.<\/p>\n<p>She had lost her husband only two months earlier.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret,&#8221; she whispered, &#8220;when you played &#8216;Abide with Me&#8217; last week, I felt like someone was sitting beside me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I couldn&#8217;t speak.<\/p>\n<p>She squeezed my hand.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Please don&#8217;t stop playing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>So I didn&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>For the next eleven years, that piano became part of my life.<\/p>\n<p>I knew which keys were slightly heavier than the others. I knew the pedals made a small clicking sound when the sanctuary was cold. I knew exactly how long the congregation needed to find the correct hymn number.<\/p>\n<p>I knew that Mr. Peterson always sang too loudly during the final verse of &#8220;How Great Thou Art.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I knew that the children in the front pews watched my fingers instead of the pastor during Christmas services.<\/p>\n<p>And I knew that whenever a funeral ended, the family usually waited until I finished the final hymn before standing.<\/p>\n<p>Those little details became my life.<\/p>\n<p>Then, one Sunday in January, everything changed.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>The new music director arrived after our longtime director, David, retired.<\/p>\n<p>His name was Andrew Collins.<\/p>\n<p>He was thirty-four, energetic, talented, and full of ideas.<\/p>\n<p>He had studied contemporary worship music, understood sound equipment, and spoke frequently about reaching younger families.<\/p>\n<p>At first, I welcomed him.<\/p>\n<p>I thought a fresh perspective might help the church grow.<\/p>\n<p>During his first few weeks, he attended rehearsals and listened to the musicians.<\/p>\n<p>He was polite to me, although I noticed that he rarely spoke about the piano.<\/p>\n<p>One Thursday afternoon, I arrived early for rehearsal.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew was standing near the front of the sanctuary with a young guitarist.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret,&#8221; he said, smiling. &#8220;Could we talk for a moment?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Of course.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He looked toward the piano.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We&#8217;re making a few changes to the music program.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s understandable.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We&#8217;re looking for a sound that appeals to younger families. Something more modern and energetic.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I smiled politely.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s wonderful. The church should welcome everyone.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Exactly. So we&#8217;re going to simplify the arrangement and use the keyboard with the new worship team. We probably won&#8217;t need the traditional piano every week.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked at him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do you mean you won&#8217;t need me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He seemed uncomfortable.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Not in the regular rotation, no.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I waited for him to say something else.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps he would suggest that I play once a month.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps he would ask me to accompany special services.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps he would explain that he wanted to make room for other musicians while still respecting the people who had served before him.<\/p>\n<p>Instead, he smiled again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s just a new direction.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I nodded once.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Understood.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That Sunday, I opened the church bulletin.<\/p>\n<p>The musicians were listed beneath the worship schedule.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew Collins \u2014 Music Director.<\/p>\n<p>The Grace Fellowship Worship Team.<\/p>\n<p>Guest Vocalist.<\/p>\n<p>Keyboard \u2014 Sarah Mitchell.<\/p>\n<p>My name was gone.<\/p>\n<p>Not crossed out.<\/p>\n<p>Not replaced with a note of appreciation.<\/p>\n<p>Just gone.<\/p>\n<p>Forty years of Sunday mornings had disappeared from a single printed page.<\/p>\n<p>After the service, I found Andrew near the entrance.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I saw the bulletin,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes. We wanted to make the transition clear.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I understand.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He looked relieved.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thank you for being so supportive.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t tell him that my hands were shaking.<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t ask for an explanation.<\/p>\n<p>I simply returned to the piano, closed the lid, picked up my music folder, and walked through the quiet sanctuary.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time since 1985, I left the church without playing a single note.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>The first Sunday away was harder than I expected.<\/p>\n<p>At 9:15 a.m., I found myself sitting at my kitchen table with a cup of tea, staring at the clock.<\/p>\n<p>For forty years, I had been at church by that time.<\/p>\n<p>My music folder was still beside the front door.<\/p>\n<p>I had forgotten to put it away.<\/p>\n<p>I opened it.<\/p>\n<p>Inside were handwritten arrangements, faded notes, and little reminders in the margins.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Play softly during the prayer.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Wait for the family to sit.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Slow down for the final verse.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>One page had a small photograph tucked into it.<\/p>\n<p>It showed Frank sitting beside the piano after a Christmas Eve service in 1998.<\/p>\n<p>He was holding two cups of coffee and smiling.<\/p>\n<p>I remembered that evening.<\/p>\n<p>The church had lost electricity halfway through the service because of an ice storm. We had continued by candlelight, and I had played the hymns while everyone sang without microphones.<\/p>\n<p>Frank had told me afterward that it was the most beautiful Christmas Eve he could remember.<\/p>\n<p>I closed the folder.<\/p>\n<p>Then I cried.<\/p>\n<p>Not because I needed to be on the church bulletin.<\/p>\n<p>Not because I wanted applause.<\/p>\n<p>I cried because I suddenly felt that forty years of my life had become something embarrassing that the church needed to move beyond.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>During the following two weeks, people began calling.<\/p>\n<p>First, it was Ruth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret, are you feeling all right? I didn&#8217;t see you at the piano.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m fine, Ruth.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Are you taking a break?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Something like that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Then came Mr. Peterson.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did you retire?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I almost laughed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I suppose I did.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He sounded confused.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But who asked you to?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I changed the subject.<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t want to turn the situation into gossip.<\/p>\n<p>A few days later, Sarah Mitchell, the young woman who had taken my place on the bulletin, called.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mrs. Ellis?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hello, Sarah.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I hope you don&#8217;t mind me calling.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Not at all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She sounded nervous.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I wanted to tell you that I didn&#8217;t know Andrew was going to remove your name completely. I thought I was just helping with the keyboard arrangements.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s all right, dear.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, it isn&#8217;t. I&#8217;ve heard you play. My grandmother used to tell me about your music.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Your grandmother is very kind.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sarah paused.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Would you consider coming to the Easter concert?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked at the calendar.<\/p>\n<p>The concert was three weeks away.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Because I think you should be there.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t know what to say.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thank you, Sarah. I&#8217;ll think about it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>After we hung up, I put the phone down.<\/p>\n<p>I had no intention of returning to the piano.<\/p>\n<p>At least, that was what I told myself.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>The following Sunday, I received a letter from the church office.<\/p>\n<p>It was an invitation to the Easter concert, printed on official stationery.<\/p>\n<p>At the bottom, someone had written:<\/p>\n<p>We hope you will join us as we celebrate a new season of music at Grace Fellowship.<\/p>\n<p>I read the sentence twice.<\/p>\n<p>A new season.<\/p>\n<p>I wondered whether anyone had considered that a season could include the people who had been there before.<\/p>\n<p>Then I placed the letter on the kitchen counter.<\/p>\n<p>That afternoon, I received another call.<\/p>\n<p>This time, it was Pastor James.<\/p>\n<p>He had been at Grace Fellowship for twenty-three years.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret, how are you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m doing well, Pastor.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I wanted to apologize.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I sat down.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;For what?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;For the way the music changes were handled.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t answer immediately.<\/p>\n<p>He continued.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I knew Andrew wanted to modernize the program. I agreed that we needed to make room for younger musicians. But I should have spoken with you before your name disappeared from the bulletin.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked toward the window.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did you know he was going to remove me completely?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I knew you weren&#8217;t going to be scheduled regularly. I didn&#8217;t realize he would handle it without a proper conversation.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pastor, I don&#8217;t expect to play forever.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And I don&#8217;t expect the church to stay the same forever.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know that too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I took a breath.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Then why does it hurt so much?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>There was a long silence.<\/p>\n<p>Finally, Pastor James answered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Because you weren&#8217;t simply playing the piano, Margaret. You were part of the life of this church. We should have treated your service with more care.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I felt my eyes fill.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thank you for saying that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He asked whether I would attend Easter.<\/p>\n<p>I told him I would think about it.<\/p>\n<p>After we ended the call, I walked to the piano in my living room.<\/p>\n<p>It was an old upright that Frank had bought me for our twentieth anniversary.<\/p>\n<p>I lifted the cover.<\/p>\n<p>The keys were slightly yellowed.<\/p>\n<p>I placed my fingers on them and played the opening notes of &#8220;Amazing Grace.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I hadn&#8217;t practiced in three weeks.<\/p>\n<p>My fingers remembered everything.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>The Easter concert was scheduled for Saturday evening.<\/p>\n<p>Grace Fellowship had advertised it for several weeks.<\/p>\n<p>The music director wanted a larger production than the church had held in years.<\/p>\n<p>There would be a choir, a small string ensemble, a drummer, two guitarists, and a guest vocalist from a nearby college.<\/p>\n<p>The church expected a good crowd.<\/p>\n<p>I decided to attend.<\/p>\n<p>I wore a navy-blue dress, a pearl necklace Frank had given me, and the black shoes I always wore for Christmas Eve services.<\/p>\n<p>I arrived twenty minutes early.<\/p>\n<p>The parking lot was nearly full.<\/p>\n<p>Families were walking toward the entrance. Children carried small flowers, and volunteers were handing out programs.<\/p>\n<p>I picked up a program from the welcome table.<\/p>\n<p>The cover read:<\/p>\n<p>A New Season of Worship \u2014 Easter Celebration<\/p>\n<p>Inside, the musicians were listed.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew Collins \u2014 Music Director.<\/p>\n<p>Grace Fellowship Choir.<\/p>\n<p>Guest Vocalist.<\/p>\n<p>Instrumental Ensemble.<\/p>\n<p>There was no mention of me.<\/p>\n<p>I folded the program and walked into the sanctuary.<\/p>\n<p>Every seat was filling.<\/p>\n<p>I found a place near the back, beside Ruth.<\/p>\n<p>She turned toward me with a delighted expression.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret! You came!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Of course.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She took my hand.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I missed you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I missed you too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The lights dimmed.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew walked onto the stage.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Good evening, everyone. Thank you for joining us. Tonight is about renewal, new beginnings, and the power of music to bring generations together.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The audience applauded.<\/p>\n<p>I sat quietly.<\/p>\n<p>He introduced the choir and the guest musicians.<\/p>\n<p>The first performance began.<\/p>\n<p>The singers were talented.<\/p>\n<p>The guitarist played beautifully.<\/p>\n<p>The drummer kept a steady rhythm.<\/p>\n<p>I could see why Andrew wanted to bring something new to the church.<\/p>\n<p>There was nothing wrong with the music.<\/p>\n<p>But something felt incomplete.<\/p>\n<p>The choir finished its second song, and the audience applauded.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew returned to the microphone.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We have prepared a special part of tonight&#8217;s program,&#8221; he announced. &#8220;Something that reminds us how the music of a church is connected to the people who have served it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Ruth.<\/p>\n<p>She looked back at me.<\/p>\n<p>Then Andrew glanced toward the side entrance.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Before we continue, I&#8217;d like to invite Sarah Mitchell to share something.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sarah stepped forward holding a folder.<\/p>\n<p>She looked nervous.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Good evening,&#8221; she began.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Three weeks ago, I was asked to take over the regular keyboard position at Grace Fellowship. I was excited, but I also felt uncomfortable because I knew that someone had been playing here for many years.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She paused.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Someone whose name I couldn&#8217;t find in the new bulletin.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The sanctuary became quiet.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew stood beside the microphone, his expression changing.<\/p>\n<p>Sarah continued.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Last week, I spoke with several members of this congregation. I heard stories about a woman who played through snowstorms, power outages, funerals, weddings, and Christmas Eve services. I heard about a woman who stayed after funerals because families needed one more hymn. I heard about a woman who never asked for payment.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>My throat tightened.<\/p>\n<p>Sarah looked toward the back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That woman is Margaret Ellis.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Everyone turned.<\/p>\n<p>I felt my face grow hot.<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to disappear into my chair.<\/p>\n<p>Sarah continued.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret, would you please come forward?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t move.<\/p>\n<p>Ruth squeezed my hand.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Go on, dear.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I slowly stood.<\/p>\n<p>The congregation began applauding.<\/p>\n<p>I walked down the aisle.<\/p>\n<p>When I reached the front, Sarah stepped toward me and hugged me.<\/p>\n<p>Then she handed me the folder.<\/p>\n<p>Inside was a sheet of music.<\/p>\n<p>I recognized it immediately.<\/p>\n<p>It was the arrangement of &#8220;How Great Thou Art&#8221; that I had written in 1994.<\/p>\n<p>My handwriting was still visible at the top.<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Sarah.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Where did you find this?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;In the church music archive. Pastor James helped me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked toward the pastor.<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Sarah turned to the audience.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tonight, we would like to honor Margaret&#8217;s forty years of service. But we also want her to know that she is welcome to share this music with us.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Andrew stepped forward.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret, would you be willing to play one song?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked at the piano.<\/p>\n<p>For a moment, I couldn&#8217;t speak.<\/p>\n<p>Then I nodded.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>I sat down at the grand piano.<\/p>\n<p>My hands rested above the keys.<\/p>\n<p>The sanctuary was completely silent.<\/p>\n<p>I looked at the music.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How Great Thou Art.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The same hymn I had played at Frank&#8217;s funeral.<\/p>\n<p>The same hymn I had played for countless families.<\/p>\n<p>The same hymn I had played on ordinary Sundays when no one thought to notice the person at the piano.<\/p>\n<p>I began softly.<\/p>\n<p>The first notes moved through the sanctuary.<\/p>\n<p>Then I reached the familiar melody.<\/p>\n<p>The congregation began singing.<\/p>\n<p>I recognized voices.<\/p>\n<p>Mr. Peterson&#8217;s was still too loud.<\/p>\n<p>Ruth sang with her eyes closed.<\/p>\n<p>Pastor James stood near the front, quietly mouthing the words.<\/p>\n<p>Sarah joined the choir.<\/p>\n<p>And as I reached the final verse, something extraordinary happened.<\/p>\n<p>The younger musicians joined me.<\/p>\n<p>The guitar came in gently.<\/p>\n<p>The strings followed.<\/p>\n<p>The choir rose.<\/p>\n<p>My piano was no longer competing with the new music.<\/p>\n<p>It was part of it.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time that evening, the sound felt complete.<\/p>\n<p>Not old.<\/p>\n<p>Not young.<\/p>\n<p>Just human.<\/p>\n<p>When the final chord faded, nobody moved.<\/p>\n<p>Then the congregation stood.<\/p>\n<p>The applause filled the sanctuary.<\/p>\n<p>I sat at the piano, unable to stop crying.<\/p>\n<p>Not because they had finally recognized me.<\/p>\n<p>But because, for a few minutes, the church had remembered what music was supposed to do.<\/p>\n<p>It was supposed to bring people together.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>After the concert, Pastor James invited me into his office.<\/p>\n<p>Andrew was already there.<\/p>\n<p>He stood when I entered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Margaret,&#8221; he said, &#8220;I owe you an apology.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I sat down.<\/p>\n<p>He looked genuinely uncomfortable.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I came here with a plan. I wanted to modernize the music program, and I convinced myself that anything traditional was holding us back.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He took a breath.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I thought removing your name would be a simple scheduling decision. I didn&#8217;t understand what it represented.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked at him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did you think I was angry because I wasn&#8217;t getting paid?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did you think I wanted everyone to applaud me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Then what did you think?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He looked down.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know. I suppose I didn&#8217;t think enough about you at all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>His answer was honest.<\/p>\n<p>I appreciated that.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t mind making room for younger musicians,&#8221; I told him. &#8220;I have always believed the church needs new voices. But you cannot build something new by pretending the people who built the old foundation never existed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Andrew nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re right.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Pastor James leaned forward.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We would like to invite you back into the music program, if you are willing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I looked between them.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Every Sunday?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Only if you want to.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I thought for a moment.<\/p>\n<p>My fingers weren&#8217;t as strong as they had been twenty years earlier.<\/p>\n<p>My eyesight sometimes made reading small print difficult.<\/p>\n<p>And I no longer wanted to organize my entire week around Sunday morning.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t want to play every week,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n<p>Pastor James nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Of course.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But I would like to play on special occasions. Christmas Eve. Easter. Perhaps a funeral when a family requests it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Andrew smiled.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I would be honored.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And I have one more request.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Anything,&#8221; Pastor James said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Please put the names of all the musicians in the bulletin. Not just the people you think are important enough to list.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Andrew nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Agreed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I stood to leave.<\/p>\n<p>Then I turned back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;One more thing, Andrew.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t be afraid of younger families. 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